I feel like I got no one to talk to
Only this inactive blog in the dark corners of cyberspace, that no one will find let alone read .... so I guess this is the place to ramble on about my shit.
Here I am .... its 1:30am, August 23rd 2009.
Can't sleep, Why? I don't know. Maybe because I just got 'chewed up' by my brother about everything in my life. How I moved out to another city leaving friends I had to help him with his business, that I'm working for him like a fucking dog and I feel like he doesn't give a fucking shit. I get home and all he does is bitch and complain about everything and anything I do or don't do.
saying shit like "why the fuck don't you play fallout 3? why are you playing starcraft? I thought you said fallout 3 was a good game why aren't you playing it now? Why the are you eating cereal? dude lets play marvel vs capcom!!! whats with your dolls or action figures whatcha ma'call it? and why do you watch that stupid anime and read that shitty manga. why that why dont yo--
FUCK OFF (of course i don't say it out loud) but that's How i feel.
1. Not playing Fallout 3 because I felt I really needed a break from since it was the only thing i played in the last MONTH.
2. Eating cereal coz I'm simply fucking hungry.
3. and no I don't want to play him in any fighting games because he bitches and complains about how he SUCKS at the game. yet he still manages to beat me ...
100% of the time. then bitches about how I have to look at my characters moves.
4. whats with my figures he says? I collect them! that's what!
5. I'm like watching anime, I also like Manga.
He watches "So you think you can dance" ... What else do I have to say.
then the list goes on and on and on ....not big problems.. but it builds up and gets on my fucking nerves.
Thank you for letting me ... rant .... now I have to go sleep ... coz i got to wake up in 5 hours ...
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4 comments:
Hi there!
In my opinion, I think you should just do your own thing. If it's eating whatever you want to fill your hunger, doing hobbies to make oneself feel happy, or just expressing how you feel. Some people say criticizing things because they don't have a sense of tolerance of others and why they do that.
And of course, complaining does get tiring. You should bring it up to him in a non aggressive way of how you feel when he says that to you. If you've already done that and it doesn't work, I'd just try my best to ignore him.
This blog isn't totally unactive. Most people would post to blogs due to activeness, topic, subject, and how good is the topic. But really, only a small number that go over blogs such as the anime related blogs only post. In short: most people just read and not post. It even shows the visits on the master tracker widget down below~
Just wanted to post to say your posts aren't ignored. Even if it's way past August, I hope you were able to read this comment.
~Crystal
I got to agree with crystal on the fact that your blog is not totally ignored. But I have to admit your in a pinch, XD
But hey, life goes on. No? YEA, thats the best part about it. You can actually have something(like this blog) to just LET IT ALL GO! I'm guessing you feel rather refreshed after you did this right. At least to some level.
Anyway, I wish you peace. Take care. BTW- names Kaza, you can check out what I do at http://brianandrew.wordpress.com/ ...see ya
Calm down man, I understand your anger though...
Brothers suck. Family sucks too sometimes [well, most part of it]. I know what is to live an every-day-hell because someone of your own family decided to suck the blood out of your veins, give you a pat in the head and say it was nothing more than your obligation.
Anyway, this is not my blog, I'm just a random stalker of yours who never posts in here, and I should shut up.
Just wanted to say that "I feel you".
And if you don't tell your brother to go die, soon you'll end up making him prove the taste of your fist.
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